Yo I can't sing...but I feel like singing.
I want to fuckin'
sing...cuz I'm happy...yea...I'm happy.
I got my baby back...yo...check it out...
[Verse 1]
Somedays I sit staring out the window, watchin' this world pass me
by
Sometimes I think there's nothin' to live for. I almost break down and
cry.
Sometimes I think I'm crazy. I'm crazy, oh so crazy. Why am I here? Am
I just wasting my time
But then I see my baby, suddenly I'm not crazy. It all
makes sense when I look into her eyes
[Chorus]
Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders. Everyone's
leaning on me
Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's almost over, but then
she comes back to me.
[Verse 2]
My baby girl keeps getting' older. I watch her grow up with pride.
People make jokes cuz they don't understand me, they just don't see my real
side
I act like shit don't phase me, inside it drives me crazy. My
insecurities could eat me alive
But then I see my baby, suddenly I'm not
crazy. It all makes sense when I look in her eyes.
[Verse 3]
Man, if I could sing, I'd keep singin' this song to my daughter.
If I could hit the notes, I'd blow something as long as my father
to
show her how I feel about her. How proud I am that I got her.
God, I'm a
daddy, I'm so glad that her mom didn't.
Now you probably get this picture
from my public persona that
I'ma pistol packin' drug addict who bags on his
mama.
But I wanna to just take this time out to be perfectly honest,
cuz
there's a lot of shit I keep bottled that hurts deep inside
of my soul. And
just know that I grow colder the older I grow.
This boulder on my shoulder
gets heavy and harder to hold,
and this load is like the weight of the
world, and I think my neck is breakin'.
Should I just give up or try to live
up to these expectations?
Now look, I love my daughter more than life in
itself,
but I got a wife that's determined to make my life livin' hell.
But I handle it well, given the circumstances I'm dealt.
So many
chances, man, it's too bad - could have had someone else
But the years that
I've wasted is nothing to the tears that I've tasted,
so here's what I'm
facin'...3 felonies, 6 years of probation.
I've went to jail for this woman,
I've been to bat for this woman.
I've taken bats to people's backs, bent
over backwards for this woman.
Man, I should have seen it coming. What did I
stick my penis up in?
Wouldn't have ripped the pre-nup up if I'da seen what
she was fuckin.'
But fuck it, it's over. There's no more reason to cry no
more.
I got my baby, baby the only lady that I adore
(Hailie). So
sayonara, try tommorra, nice to know ya.
Our baby's traveled back to the
arms of her rightful owner.
And suddenly it seems like my shoulder blades
have just shifted.
It's like the greatest gift you could get. The weight has
been lifted.
[Chorus]
[Outro]
Told you I can't sing..Oh well... I tried...
Hailie, remember
when I said if you ever need anything, Daddy would be right there?
Guess
what? Daddy's here, and I ain't going nowhere, baby. I love you...(kiss)